Niko + Changchang

Changchang, I don’t care that you pretended to cheat on me (I’m actually shocked, even surprised that you found the chutzpah to pretend you were polyamorous) because I would have done the same thing if I could have back then, just to free myself of your accidental spell, which was enmeshed in my cells and hidden behind my thoughts and melted into my sex.  I could be an angry, spiteful bitch and you didn’t deserve any of it.  The fact that you kept taking it only made me hate you more (and feel more and more like an asshole), which is why I cried hot and angry tears when you suggested we fuck other people.  You gave me a way out I didn't deserve and I wanted to hate you for your deception, but instead I admired it like I do everyone who outdraws me.